Oh gosh, nine months later and I’m surprised we’re still kickin’. You are the best and the greatest thing that has happened to me in a very long time and I thank (the) god(s) for bringing you into my life. I can’t imagine being this happy with anyone else but you. You have showed me things about myself and about life that I truely thought were impossible. You show me all the possibillities and happiness that this world has to offer and I am so grateful. You are amazing in every way, shape, and form. I love everything about you and in my eyes you could honestly do no wrong. I’m with you until the end because without you I really I find no purpose anymore. I don’t wanna sound like I’m dependent on you, but I really believe I have really found my other half.
I know I always talk you down, and say some pretty cruel shit, but I believe you know that it all stems from love; if you don’t then fuck you, you know what the fuck I mean. You are really the only person in this world that really knows me, and I can be myself around. I feel like I have to change my personas and my attitudes around certain people but you never judged me, even with everything I’ve told you, you just took it in strides. You know more about me than people who have known me my entire life, I feel like I’ve known my entire life. I wish i had because then I probably would have been a lot more stable than I was.
I know I’ve hurt you, too many times to count, and it just makes me wonder why the fuck you keep me around. You are an example of what real love looks like in the world and you show it to everyone whether you know it or not. Despite everything we’ve been through, I promise to be there for you no matter what. Even if we break up and what we have ends, it wouldn’t stop you from being the greatest friend I’ve ever known. I love you so much Matthew and nothing in this world could change that. We’ll be together how we really want soon enough, and I would wait a thousand years for it to happen…… ♥
